I'm awake. I've fed the baby AGAIN. I hope it's a growth spurt and not a new habit. I watched the 5 deer walking through our yard. I'm watching the Cosby Show. I've looked at random blogs. I found this one. http://www.hopeforsarah.blogspot.com/ It makes me thankful that I, like the doctors said, have the type of cancer you want if you're going to have cancer. I don't think I could be that strong. People like Sarah amaze me. I still have days where I cry about everything and I know I'll survive. What if you never had that guarantee? I also looked at http://www.natalienortonphoto.com/ again. I can't imagine how painful it would be to lose a child. I know I complain (too much) about how hard it is to be a mom. But I wouldn't trade it for anything in the world. I'm so lucky to be the mom of 4 incredible, healthy, kids!
Thanks to everyone out there that has been so suportive. I love you all!